Monday, September 29, 2008

Ding Ding

I’ve always hated that wall against us
Why us?
Is there any US?
I simply hate that ever since….

What’s that wall for by the way?
I can’t let it stay for long anymore
It annoys everyone
You and me of course

How long has it been there?
I noticed it before
You also did
But why did we let it grow?

Now, the wall has its own place
That no one could erase
I can’t bear it
Can you?

Cheese and crackers!
I wanna break the down the wall
Won’t you too?
It has stayed for long somehow

I don’t want that wall to be the obstacle
I may have you
But not unless the wall has been taken
How absurd

Its obscurity separates us
I can’t let that happen
But if you will
Then go on

Plain and simple
Things hasn’t been easy before
How much now?
Now, that some things from within is blurry.

And some things must fall to its place
The way it has to be where.
You are just irreplaceable.
Darn that wall!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Walah Neh

I can’t stand this feeling. Darn! What’s this? It’s like a perfect storm that hit me inevitably. Why now? Yoohooo! I just love it! It helped me to keep me goin’. I hope this will be the last time I will …. (hahahah) After a how many years of frustrations I have never felt this way before. It’s a feeling of completeness and merriment that engulfs my heart and mind. Is this really it? I can’t explain somehow. Why is he damn so different among others? Darn! He’s not even that you know what I mean. It’s just that, there’s something in him that I don’t know? Somewhat something? LOL (unsa diay?) I hope he felt the same way too. Ooh boy! What to do now? Am I already into him? Since when did I start to care about him so much? Since when did I start to miss him? And since when did I start to fall for him? Poor heavens! Have I gone crazy? What is he doin’ with me? I can’t barely imagine the fact that that that……..(walah neh!) Ooh bliss! He’s a superb and he’s even worst than you could imagine. And why the heck it’s him? His imperfection totally sucks but that made all the excitements and perfections. And besides I have no right to be mad at all. He's not even mine. (sigh) Why does loving him felt so wrong yet I'm convinced that its definitely right. See you around Superman . . .

"Love isn’t about how much you can get. It’s about how much you’re willing to give and sacrifice just for the one you love. Love means never having to say you're sorry. Love is even more beautiful than you could ever imagine. Love is something that no one could explain unless you experience it. And yet somehow, we’re terribly blinded. Love starts when you start caring for the person. Love defies all the wrongs and seeks for truth. But certainly, I prefer to preserve these three precious words “I love you” for True Love definitely Waits."

Friday, September 19, 2008

W H A T E V E R

Hey you!

Can you be more sensitive?

Damn you!

If you really care about me so much,

How come you never told me sooner?

I guess these things aren’t going anywhere.

So why hold on?

I can’t figure it out,

There’s something about him that says…whatever!

So much for this thought.

He got his own thing.

And I got mine too?

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I am no Superwoman . . .

Why do people think like I know everything? (dleh oi! Hag asss!)
That I’m like this and that. (wateber!)
Gimme a break guys. (ayaw lageh ky gaganahan koh!)
It might sound flattering. (hehehe..)

But I guess not. (mananghid kung mgjoke huh?)
I always fail. (kablo mo ana!)
I can’t even finish a simple program. (grabeeeh jod!)
I always rely on others. (permi!)

I can’t even show what I’m feelin’. (corprim like!)
So what do you expect? (aneh jod koh)
Sometimes, I felt like dispersing. (ako mn gud koh busa prmi mkita!)
And fall into pieces. (charr! Unsay epek?)

I don’t like being treated like I’m somebody. (makalagot jod!)
I just wanna be treated like someone who can also get hurt. (rhoowwww nah daun!)
I ain’t strong. (dleh koh Johnny bravo!)
Am I that domineering? (lahi rah jod!)

For all you know. (alang sa inyong kasayoran!)
I always hate myself for this. (iring!)
I just wanna feel some affection. (unsa ron?)
For Pete’s sake! (kinsa si pete?)

Am I that hard to be loved? (gugma jod?)
Ooh dear! (lisod jod?)
People say it so. (permi nalang!)
I’m not that hard to please either. (dleh lageh koh tamili?)

I can always like someone. (permi man nah!)
But I can never love someone instantly. (lahi neh xah..)
The question is? (ang pangutana?)
Have I ever been in love? (pagsure?)

I can’t tell... (lisod e-explain!)
Maybe? Just maybe... (hahaha!)
Lastly, can I ask a favor? (karon lang bitaw?)
Stop calling me **********! (okay? Ulaw man gud….)

I have no superpowers. (that's a record.)
I can't even please everyone. (dbuh?)
Labi na sa eyah? Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
Damn! Cheese and crackers! (The Happening)

Friday, September 12, 2008

B I T T E R S W E E T

Sometimes, life can be so surprising. Things happen inevitably that you yourself cannot hold back. But wait, everything happens for a reason and so things has its own significance. I always believe on this so-called phrase “Expect the unexpected.” Because at the end of the day things turn out to be different on what it seemed to be. Anyways, why do people tend to expect so much? So much that, at the end you’ll just end up in frustrations. Oohh well, there’s always a room for it but then we have to limit our expectations. Though, we cannot avoid anticipating unto things that we think the very best craze to take place. Let’s be open to possibilities. Things just happen! Wishful thinking might be as good as it gets BUT learn by heart that there ain’t always good things. Good and bad things are distinct to each other but they come all together. Now and then we tend to get paranoid that things might not happen what we hoped for. We cannot avoid these things to happen; all we could do is carrying out the best of everything. We only live once in this world, so make the most of it. Do not live unto others expectations. (Sila nalang mag IKAW... watchathink??) Do not judge the outcome but rather move forward and see the difference. Get a life that is full of strength and aspiration. Do not hold unto things that will surely destroy you but rather move on. Keep moving, until such time you’ll realize your worth. Don’t get jaded, who’s to know, your luck resides in front of you already. And all you gotta do is grab it. Stop dwelling behind somebody’s back. Face the challenge. The best of times are waiting ahead of you. You are what you are. You are worth of yourself. We are! Who the heck cares! Feel the intense of life. Life is beautiful and full of surprises. Its toughness is unusual that’s why we have to taste its bitterness and sweetness. You might be surprised soon. (LOL) Darn! Why am I writing all these crap? Sure, it makes sense right?

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Horoscope.. So Close..

(09/09/2008)

The Bottom Line
Help a friend see things more conservatively -- they are taking too many risks.
In Detail
Take the sales pitch one of your friends gives you today with a grain of salt. Sure, they may sound one hundred percent positive about something, but your healthy intuition is telling you that this thing isn't all it's cracked up to be. Do your best to alert your friend to your concerns in a very diplomatic way -- you don't want them to think you are attacking them. Help them see things more conservatively -- show them that they should be more careful in the future.

(10/09/2008)

The Bottom Line
Pretending that a problem will go away isn't a solution. Deal with the conflict.
In Detail
Pretending that a problem will just go away some day isn't a solution -- it's only going to cause you more stress down the line. Just like removing a bandage, the faster you deal with it, the less pain you will feel. So if you need to discuss a sensitive issue with someone who's known to have a trigger temper, be direct, be honest and be prepared for questions. You can't avoid this conflict. All you can do is begin it on your terms, which is an advantage.

Friday, September 5, 2008

Look at HER...

She's stupid! She slips. She irks. She sobs. She cries. She laughs. She shouts. She gets mad. She’s timid. She's bitter. She’s frail. But they think she’s tough. She fails. She’s snobbish. She’s dull. She’s boring. She’s pathetic. She’s a slob. She’s a pessimist. She’s insensitive in some ways. She’s stubborn. She’s numb. She’s lousy. She’s confused. She thinks she’s worthless. She stumbles. She falls. She’s horrible. She’s jealous. She’s insecure. She’s harsh. She’s a dummy! She’s sick. She’s got a scar, a scar that taunts her every day. Where those torments do came from? How is she now? Is she okay?

Look at her…Is she herself? She’s nowhere to be found. She’s not listening. Someone’s been calling her. Someone’s been finding her. Someone’s been willing to give he a hand. Someone’s been into her. But she refused to pay attention.(She and her foolish pride. ) What's wrong with her? Why is she like that? And what is it to me? To us? Leave her alone. Let her do what she wanted. She’ll grasp soon. Give her time. She’s been suffering lots of dilemmas. She doesn’t want someone to be troubled by her tribulations. She doesn’t even know where to put her place. Do you know a place elsewhere? NOWHERE. Why does every one thinks she’s got everything when she ain’t got a thing. Can you take her out from those miseries? Come and get her. Rescue her. It might be too late.

“(*Just fallen down the middle of a spiral staircase, Clark catches her before she hits the floor*)
Chloe: "You know you don't have to wait till the last second!"
Clark: Well where's the fun in that?"

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Impact of E-Games to the Students

What is E-Game?
Electronic-GAME is a generic term for any amusement or recreation using a stand-alone video game like PSP’s (PlayStation Portable) desktop computer or the Internet with one or more players. Dota also known as The World of Warcrafts, Tantra Online, RAN Online, Audition, MU Online, Ragnarok, Cabal Online, Rakion, GunBound, NBA Live and Counter Strike are some examples of E-Games.

The modern technology finds its way to interrupt the learning of the students. Some students would say that it’s just their “past time”, “a sport as well”, “hobby perhaps”, but as too much of it, might lead to addiction. Lots of students were engaged to playing online games nowadays. I myself had a near to addiction experience with this particular games. I am also familiar with those students who are used to playing such games; others know their limitation while the others had gone crazy with all those stuffs. Meanwhile, in most cases IT and other Computer related courser students are more often inclined with online games as what I have noticed lately than those who do not distinguish the world of Information Technology. The computer environment not only influences the people who use it, but also has a behavior that affects the whole social setting of the students most preferably. Several of its effects can already be seen in society at large. Although we do not know their scope and their impact in the long run, we believe that we should try to take them into consideration in the design of teaching-learning situations to the students. With the help of the internet and other reliable resources I have researched several aspects that might as well catch the attention of the students who are hooked with E-Games.

 Casual – Eventually, online games require no teacher, it only require skill and clues which are essential in searching for solutions upon playing the game. Some player would love multiple player game just like basketball. It’s like playing within a team wherein there is also a scoring which made it more relaxing and comfortable.

 Entertainment - In the age of Internet, E-Games is an irresistible attraction among all age groups. The desire to play games has turned students to be more techno oriented these days. E-Games are flexible and perceptive; it's easy to use so you can spend your time playing games instead of programming them.

A sophisticated programmed E-Game usually includes the following features:

• Easy, intuitive authoring interfaces.
• An array of different game types.
• Detailed Help files, sample games, and demonstrations.
• Cross-platform playback using the Flash web player.
• No messy software downloads or installation requirements.
• Options to create games from your web browser.
• You can choose from several skins for your games, including a custom skin that allows you to modify the colors.
• Full customization for any of the game types.
• Your own online Arcade system that allows you to group your games into custom multi-player arcades and invite players to compete.

 Interactive - As a form of multimedia entertainment, modern video games contain a unique synthesis of 3D art, Computer Graphic effects, architecture, artificial intelligence, sound effects, dramatic performances, music, storytelling, and, most importantly, interactivity. This interactivity enables the player to explore environments that range from reality to stylized, artistic expressions (something no other form of entertainment can allow) where the actions of the player operating as a single variable. In this respect, every game scenario will play out a slightly different way every time. Even if the game is highly scripted, this can still feel like a large amount of freedom to the student who played the game.

 Convenient - Modern technology has the ability to deliver results or feeds of what student want to see, rather than the viewer seeing only what the broadcaster decides you want to see. The student need not pay for their time playing for there are already Video Game installers that enables the students to play anytime they want.

 Trend of Learning - Commercial E-Games as well as on-purpose educational E-Games can be used as a part of any personalized eLearning process and help the learner to carry out more adapted learning tasks to achieve personalized objectives. It improves the learning capabilities of the student as well as his leadership, management skills, logic and spatial memory (how the brain stores information regarding the location of physical objects in space - the environment around you).

 Connectivity - The digital generation is growing in a world connected synchronically, both types of connection offer access to information and to social relations in highly varied ways because of DSL, Wireless Fidelity and other Internet Providers. For this reason, the new generation tends to approach problems from a different angle; their searches for trends are carried out via Information and Communications Technology (ICTs) which is widely-known to students. And such online games contribute much to the holistic approach of the technology.

 Addiction – Basically a video game overuse is a proposed form of psychological addiction composed of a compulsive use of computer and video games. Sometimes the addiction will manifest itself as part of excessive Internet use. Most notable are massively multiplayer online role-playing games and related to the Internet addiction disorder. Instances have been reported in which students play impulsively, separating themselves from social contact and focusing almost entirely on electronic game achievements rather than educational and life events of the student.

 Violence - The topic of violence in popular media is controversial. This includes video games. Violence in games (some of which they both call "murder simulators") hardens students to unethical acts. It would take effect to their environment and to the people they see everyday which would make them dreadful in some ways that those people around them might not be able to recognize and adjust with their sudden change of behavior. Such hostility won’t give an advantage rather it would put the student to an absolute threat.

 Outlet – Almost all students tend to express their hidden characters on these particular games because they are independent to do so which they can’t afford to do it on their real life. Also, most of the popular E-Games are single player because it’s much harder to build a team that’s why they become independent and it’s their way of conveying their emotions.

 Unhealthy - Electronic Games lessens the improvement of the motor skills (requires an organism to utilize their skeletal muscles effectively in a goal directed manner). Student kept using their mental abilities but their body isn’t moving at all. To the fact that they’d get used to starve themselves just to play the game and play all day long forgetting what would it cost them by staying late and eating nothing.

The evolution of the World Wide Web in favor of the Information Technology plays a great role to the society, so as to the students which are the foremost to explore the World of technology. The world of Electronic- Game isn’t that unpleasant or beautiful, it depends on how the students play with it. It’s a matter of balancing on how we perceive and react to things. Generally, students vary in different ways. Student’s perception poles apart on their principles and environment. Those impacts mentioned above are basic common grounds that a student ought to be aware of, for it will serve as a guidance and sort of a reminder as the students evolved with the fast growing technologies, who are already hooked unto such games, those who are slowly getting obsessed, those who are going to play electronic games in the future and for those who want to know. The thing is that “Too much of everything is bad.” So better be keen and knowledgeable unto these trendy stuffs to be more cautious. I’m not saying that these games will harm the students or so, just a mere fact that will enlighten the minds of the students.